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DeadSouls

DeadSouls

Perpetually sad.
Jun 23, 2025
105
Hi. I think I will commit suicide using sodium nitrite this weekend, likely Sunday. The thing I am sad about is that my life in it's entirely has been a tragedy. My first attempt was well planned and scheduled and written on my calendar at age 9. I've never gotten 'better.' I am in such pain every day and have always been. I think it is time for me to end my suffering now, 😔
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
577
Hi, I wish you luck 🫂 ❤️
My life is also a real disaster. Every second is filled with suffering. I regret being born. I am a stranger in this world. I can't and don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to get well, I just want to die, drink SN, fall asleep and never wake up
 
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Tattz66

Tattz66

Member
Aug 10, 2025
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Hi. I think I will commit suicide using sodium nitrite this weekend, likely Sunday. The thing I am sad about is that my life in it's entirely has been a tragedy. My first attempt was well planned and scheduled and written on my calendar at age 9. I've never gotten 'better.' I am in such pain every day and have always been. I think it is time for me to end my suffering now, 😔
It sounds like you have suffered for most of your life, im so sorry to hear that. Im going to CTB mid next week once the H turns up. Im going to overdose on H and sleeping pills, the H itself will do the job because I have no tolerance but want to make sure which is why I've added the sleeping meds with it. I hope you find your peace and if you wish to talk then feel free to message
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
214
Sorry to hear this. Whether u choose to go with it or not, I hope you find peace.
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Arcanist
May 17, 2024
408
I'm sorry your life is tragic, and I relate to that. It's really hard having to go on each day, so I understand if you choose to leave. I hope everything goes to plan and that you leave in peace. 🫂
 
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r.m.216

Student
Aug 11, 2025
150
Hi. I think I will commit suicide using sodium nitrite this weekend, likely Sunday. The thing I am sad about is that my life in it's entirely has been a tragedy. My first attempt was well planned and scheduled and written on my calendar at age 9. I've never gotten 'better.' I am in such pain every day and have always been. I think it is time for me to end my suffering now, 😔
Sorry you're going through this and good luck.

Protocol ready? Testing done? Are you going to make a goodbye thread?

I think I'm going in the next couple weeks.
 
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derekWest

Experienced
Feb 1, 2025
235
It sounds like you have suffered for most of your life, im so sorry to hear that. Im going to CTB mid next week once the H turns up. Im going to overdose on H and sleeping pills, the H itself will do the job because I have no tolerance but want to make sure which is why I've added the sleeping meds with it. I hope you find your peace and if you wish to talk then feel free to message
What is H ?
 
Tattz66

Tattz66

Member
Aug 10, 2025
19
What is H ?
Im not going to write the actual word but its an extremely strong Opoid that people use, even having a tolerance you can overdose and die but because I have never used it and with the dose im taking i know its a sure end for me
 
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r.m.216

Student
Aug 11, 2025
150
Im not going to write the actual word but its an extremely strong Opoid that people use, even having a tolerance you can overdose and die but because I have never used it and with the dose im taking i know its a sure end for me
How'd you source
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,359
It sounds like you've suffered so much in this cruel existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 

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