Venting This is way harder than I thought

[SweetDreams500]

The solution is ready and I'm debating on whether I should drink it. I'm paralyzed..

 

[Bagger]

I know this feeling, in this time even cracks on the wall suddenly have a meaning in them. Whatever you choose do to, remember you are not alone.

 

[SweetDreams500]

I did it

 

[Bagger]

So long man. Rarely posting in such threads but I've been there, and u had bigger balls than me. Wish u all the best.

 

[SweetDreams500]

Damn it I told my mom
Got scared
She made me puke. I did, but I still think there might be enough. My heart is going so fast

 

[NothingElseMatters]

Damn it I told my mom
Got scared
She made me puke. I did, but I still think there might be enough. My heart is going so fast

go to the hospital right now

 

[SweetDreams500]

I'm tingling
Fingers slightly blue

 

[Pookie]

Even though you've vomited, some of it may still have been absorbed. You need to get to a hospital.

 

[Jkennedy]

What u drink sn?

 

[92MS]

If you changed your mind you should go to the hospital right now

 

[ExistentialEntropy]

Get medical help now if you changed your mind. Tell them what happened and what you drank.

 

[Pookie]

Get medical help now if you changed your mind. Tell them what happened and what you drank.

Last seen at 9:35pm when @SweetDreams500 posted their last comment :(

 

[Rayzieka]

I hope you found your way to the ER. If you're still with us please rethink taking extreme actions like this when you aren't entirely sure what you want.

 

[WornOutLife]

In case you're still with us, whatever you do, don't act impulsively.
You gotta make sure to be 100% sure you wanna do this.

If you're not with us anymore, I can do nothing but wish eternal peace and I'm really sorry this world sucks so much.

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[Sunset Limited]

What kind of life is this? This is torture. I hope he is healthy.

 

[Bullit]

Can you ever he sure? I guess some,like that Ausfahrt dude. But me, I am caught in between. Today ho leaning toward ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

If you have left this earth I hope you have found peace now. If you are still alive I hope you are well and you have gotten medical attention.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

This thread was a tough read. It reminds me of @crybaby and her thread from a few weeks ago.

@SweetDreams500, I hope you managed to seek the emergency help you needed with the support of your mom.

If you didn't make it, I am so sorry you departed this world when you weren't ready to leave yet. I am sorry for your struggles, for the self-hatred you contended with each day.

Rest In Peace, you didn't deserve to suffer

 

[it's_all_a_game]

Oh no, I hope you went to ER and didn't pass since you weren't ready.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wherever you are I hope you are safe and at peace.