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bluegodism

bluegodism

the rose is blue 🌹💙
Nov 26, 2023
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I'm going to ctb in a few months. I've always dealt with this fact very well and I'm not afraid, not even a little bit. but there's something that makes me a little upset about this: I'm going to die alone. without support, without anyone to hug me and tell me that everything is going to be okay. I've already accepted that this won't happen but I would like it to happen... I wish death was less "forbidden" and then I wouldn't have to go through this alone.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
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yeap human being make life shit
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,353
It certainly is cruel how we exist in this anti-suicide society where so many humans wish to prolong suffering no matter what and refuse to accept suicide as a valid option. I agree it's unfair that people have to die alone if they don't want to, but anyway I wish you the best.
 
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