I have been planning on CTB for months now, this is my new years resolution I guess you could say. Originally my plan was to use a handgun. But I got 5150'd after trying to voluntarily check myself into a psych ward one of the counselors there was a huge bitch and 5150'd me because I was starting to have second thoughts about admitting myself. and now I can't purchase or own a firearm for 5 years (I could appeal it in a court hearing, but that would be a huge hassle.). So now if I want to go that route I would have to ask my family to take me shooting and I really don't wanna do it like that. I want to go out with some dignity if possible. I've been looking around here for a couple days and I think I might want to go with the SN method. Only problem is I can't obtain any anti-emetics. I could get some Seroquel(Quietapine) which is a dopamine blocker. But I'm not sure that would be powerful enough and I'm afraid that it would put me to sleep and I would choke on my vomit. The guide says they're not 100% necessary but I'm wondering if this should even be attempted without a proper anti-emetic. My idea was to use Seroquel + Benadryl + Etizolam (for anxiety) + Cannabis. Not sure how well this would work... any tips/input would be great. Maybe another method?
My other methods I had in mind were jumping off a cliff or hanging. But I'm just too scared to attempt those. I fear that I would fail and be left severely injured. I also have been looking into the Peaceful Pill, and I might be able to get N, and if I can that would be ideal. Please give me some advice.
My other methods I had in mind were jumping off a cliff or hanging. But I'm just too scared to attempt those. I fear that I would fail and be left severely injured. I also have been looking into the Peaceful Pill, and I might be able to get N, and if I can that would be ideal. Please give me some advice.
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