It's one of the only things that brings me comfort. To know I can end all of this whenever I want is extremely comforting. To know I don't have to live until 80 years old. It's my way out of all of this.
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Pale_Rider
Enlightened
- Apr 21, 2025
- 1,458
Agreed. I'm drawn to it. Not sure why.Agreed. Everytime i think about suicide is comforting because i can remember that with one single decision all the suffering will be over.
CanIStopTryingNow
Member
- Oct 15, 2023
- 57
At times it can be comforting, though at times it's very intrusive and unwanted.
The control is comforting. My way to calm down.
Gustav Hartmann
Enlightened
- Aug 28, 2021
- 1,321
Yes, it is very comforting to know, that I don't have to end in a nursing home. I am glad, that I can decide when and how I will dye.
Griever
SN
- May 1, 2025
- 460
I can't stop thinking about how I'm going to kill myself with SN. It's just such a good feeling knowing it'll be over soon.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,194
I understand why you'd feel relief at that as all I wish for is to not exist, I just wish for this cruel, torturous existence to be all forgotten about with no more suffering, for me non-existence really is the only peace, I just want to never wake ever again.
Britney Spears
toxic
- Jan 4, 2025
- 542
The feeling of achieving eternal peace and freedom. If only it were so easy to escape this human hell with the snap of a finger.
kmycluisfe
"I’m a pluviophile"
- Mar 8, 2023
- 66
matchalavendercake
truly at my limit (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ
- Feb 23, 2025
- 39
LostLily
Why do I exist?
- Nov 18, 2024
- 756
Whenever I get rally stress or anxious it calms me down thinking of ways of offing myself
tung tung sahur
Member
- May 5, 2025
- 29
cemeteryismyhome
Paragon
- Mar 15, 2025
- 971
It gets me through the day. I bought a spot for myself in a cemetery (I'm older) and I feel peace when I consider the fact that I'll be in there someday, without fail, no matter what. Each miserable day I get through is one less day to go, no matter what. Progress. I'm fairly certain I'll take a shortcut.
I was about to make this exact thread, but here it is.
When I get my inert gas setup, I'll be ready to go. I just have to put on the mask and go to sleep forever when the time feels right. I keep visualizing it again and again where I am in the chair, fading away to finally have the peace that I've needed for so long. I wont feel trapped anymore.Similar threads
