Thinking about ending it again.

[Final Escape]

I'm so suicidal today, I've been again for awhile now. It's because of isolation and loneliness. Being older I don't think I can solve the regular connection and more friends issue anymore. I'm regularly feeling like I'm unraveling mentally. Anyway, I might not say anything when I'm about to go I don't know yet. If I do it my friend will probably say something about it for me on here. Wishing everyone a nice day today hugs!

 

[AbandonedStudio]

Good luck!

 

[Darkhaven]

Hang in there!
We all have these days!
Even "normal people" feel like shit once in a while.
Our lifes are basically a rollercoaster: sometimes you're up and sometimes you are down.
We can scarcely predict these loops but at least they are generally not permanent.

 

[woxihuanni]

You can pm if you want to talk

 

[GinaIsReady]

Best wishes to you.

 

[Dreamcolleger]

You can get through this miss, you're a legend here!

 

[Righttodie]

Can relate to thee loneliness and isolation. Its just horribly painful to not have anyone to connect with.
And more horrible that it's nigh impossible to put yourself out there to interact and even hope to find the right person.

Sorry you are suffering

 

[Final Escape]

You can get through this miss, you're a legend here!

Lol! No

 

[Beautifulletdown]

I'm so suicidal today, I've been again for awhile now. It's because of isolation and loneliness. Being older I don't think I can solve the regular connection and more friends issue anymore. I'm regularly feeling like I'm unraveling mentally. Anyway, I might not say anything when I'm about to go I don't know yet. If I do it my friend will probably say something about it for me on here. Wishing everyone a nice day today hugs!

We are the same age and I can so relate to everything you said in your post. At least the people on here see and acknowledge you. That's definitely something. As you I won't say on here if or when I ctb but i won't have a friend to say I did. I wish I didnt feel so invisible.

Can relate to thee loneliness and isolation. Its just horribly painful to not have anyone to connect with.
And more horrible that it's nigh impossible to put yourself out there to interact and even hope to find the right person.

Sorry you are suffering

I can relate wholeheartedly to you as well.

 

[JoeFailure]

I hear you, I've been there, and am still suicidal quite a bit.

I'm here too though if you want to talk it out.

 

[pole]

I'm so suicidal today, I've been again for awhile now. It's because of isolation and loneliness. Being older I don't think I can solve the regular connection and more friends issue anymore. I'm regularly feeling like I'm unraveling mentally. Anyway, I might not say anything when I'm about to go I don't know yet. If I do it my friend will probably say something about it for me on here. Wishing everyone a nice day today hugs!

sorry to hear, i've been feeling the same of recently that i havent felt in a while and i have a feeling its only gonna get worse.

hope you feel better and find peace.

 

[Lara Francis]

I'm so suicidal today, I've been again for awhile now. It's because of isolation and loneliness. Being older I don't think I can solve the regular connection and more friends issue anymore. I'm regularly feeling like I'm unraveling mentally. Anyway, I might not say anything when I'm about to go I don't know yet. If I do it my friend will probably say something about it for me on here. Wishing everyone a nice day today hugs!

Hi @Final Escape
As like many, I can relate to the lonely debilitating feeling that seems to engulf our ability to carry on,
You are a well thought of member of our community and it would be very sad to lose you but I respect your decision and whole heartily wish you a smooth journey and the rest and peace you seek.
However, Its also OK to change your mind and we are here for you and will do our best to support you, welcoming you back with open arms. Hugs to you xx