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straw.berryy729
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- Mar 21, 2023
- 14
Just when I think things can't get worse, another terrible thing happens. Life just keeps proving to me over and over again that life can get worse, but it never shows me that it can get better like so many people keep telling me it will. I just cannot handle more terrible things happening. I just don't want to live anymore. The thought of having to keep doing all of these things to function in life and survive, I just do not have the motivation or energy for any of it. I don't want to do any of it. Everything seems truly so fucking pointless. What is the fucking point when everything feels so fucking miserable? What is the fucking point when life also felt so fucking miserable even when terrible things weren't currently happening in my life? What is the fucking point? I just don't want to fucking live!!! Why am I being kept alive and miserable out of my mind against my will?