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femcelloser

femcelloser

Transgender thing
Jan 18, 2025
167
I was doing so good too I wasn't having suicidal thoughts, I stopped coming here and actually thought I was getting better whyv do I have to wake up one day and immediately want to die again I want to plan out my suicide again I want to stop trying to get better, it's soooo tiring
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,653
it's what happens when you have little to no control over the machine you are at the mercy of emotions and thoughts therefore reacting to feelings and impulses without the ability to actively manage or regulate them, essentially letting them dictate your actions and behavior
 
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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
138
I'm in a bit of a similar position- I just can't control how I feel about suicide. It's terrible!
 
sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
292
Same here, i think at times i'm getting better and then it all goes down worse than before. Absolutely tiring.
 

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