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Zristal

New Member
Feb 12, 2026
4
Fuck postponing it. I'm gonna die tonight. No ifs. No ands. No BUTS. I have 2 backup plans if the first plan doesn't work. I cannot take this anymore. I can't take it. Nothing can help me. See you on the other side
 
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Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
4,792
I hear how much pain you are in.

It's so frustrating when medications aren't effective especially when they're constantly pushed on us.

Do you want to talk about what is going on? If that could be helpful at all. You can do it here or in a chat, if you want.
 
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Zristal

New Member
Feb 12, 2026
4
I hear how much pain you are in.

It's so frustrating when medications aren't effective especially when they're constantly pushed on us.

Do you want to talk about what is going on? If that could be helpful at all. You can do it here or in a chat, if you want.
I'm just tired of everything. Of failing everything. Everyone. Remaining lonely.
 
Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
4,792
I'm just tired of everything. Of failing everything. Everyone. Remaining lonely.
I hear you, a lot of us can relate to the weariness. It sounds like there is a connection between your loneliness and and failing everyone? If you want can you elaborate a little more? In what ways have you failed the people important to you? In what ways do you feel disconnected from them?
 

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