Discussion There’s no reason for my to live and I don’t want to live

[EmptyMan]

But I will always be too scared to cbt
Im only 18 but can't interact with other human beings
I can't work and every single second of my life is pain

 

[mediocre]

I feel the same

 

[waterbottleman]

But I will always be too scared to cbt
Im only 18 but can't interact with other human beings
I can't work and every single second of my life is pain

Why can't you interact with other people and why can't you work?

 

[EmptyMan]

Why can't you interact with other people and why can't you work?

I don't want to bother you with an essay
Its just like I can't relax around people idk how to put it in words
I just can't act like a human being and people are literally afraid of me

 

[BabyYoda]

But I will always be too scared to cbt
Im only 18 but can't interact with other human beings
I can't work and every single second of my life is pain

I happen to be the same age as you. I was thinking of CTB before Valentine's but I think it's too early for me and I'm not mentally prepared for it.

 

[EmptyMan]

I happen to be the same age as you. I was thinking of CTB before Valentine's but I think it's too early for me and I'm not mentally prepared for it.

Its indeed very difficult

 

[goldenrods]

me too. stay strong, and if the time comes please be safe & know you're loved

 

[EmptyMan]

me too. stay strong, and if the time comes please be safe & know you're loved

Y'all are way too nice to me

 

[goldenrods]

Y'all are way too nice to me

we're here for support & understanding. i've personally gone through what you currently are & i know how it feels. i'm still not even 100% sure i want to ctb despite having a date & everything... please stay strong as long as possible, okay? people love & care about you.

 

[Time]

I don't want to bother you with an essay
Its just like I can't relax around people idk how to put it in words
I just can't act like a human being and people are literally afraid of me

God... This is me... To a T...

 

[Moonicide]

I can relate very much, love. You're hurting really badly right now and you just want it all to stop... May I ask what are your days like? What has brought you here? What's your story? Totally okay if you don't want to go into detail. Just know we're here to listen and support you.

Sending you all of my love.