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Queen B

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Nov 24, 2024
34
Since last year, I have decided to CTB. I sat a plan and everything. Whoever, I seemed to never find a good time. There's always something happening-family reasons mostly- and I kept pushing it every time. And now I realized there's no good time to do it; you just do it, and shouldn't care whose life you'll ruin.
 
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sadAndLost

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Dec 9, 2024
18
I agree. It's been years since I know that I'll CTB one day. Life has only gotten worse, no improvement whatsoever. When you live with depression, there is no escape from it, and no good time to do it.
We all die someday, and with no quality of life, there is no point.
 
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pathetic failure

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Feb 28, 2025
69
That's what I realised too.There is never the correct moment.I was always waiting for some closure if that makes sense.Like some goodbye from life but life isn't a TV show.There is no final farewell episode.It just ends at a random moment
 
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ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
443
I came to this realisation today, too. I plan to wait until after my mother and sister's birthdays (they're in the same month), but what good will that do? They'll still have to have a first Christmas without me, acknowledge my birthday without me around... There just isn't an easy answer to any of this
 

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