therapy

[meowmauve]

im sitting in the waiting room for my first therapy appointment. I feel super kind of nervous about it. it feels wrong being here because I know im going to kill myself in the end anyway so is this just a waste of time for the therapist? I already know how it's going to end for me so am I wasting resources for people who really want to get better?? this feels kind of weird knowing I already have a date set. is it wrong to be here?

 

[Forveleth]

You may have a date in mind and think that you will end up killing yourself no matter what, but therapy is there to help you. Even if your plans do not change, the therapist may be able to give you some tools that make your life more pleasant up to the day you die. Go in with an open mind and see what happens.