the yart

[bonnieps>]

I hope you guys understand what I mean by yart. To be honest I'm completely fine if I have one. All the sadness goes away and I just feel a good kind of empty. I know I only do it so I don't have to feel any of my emotions but god does it help. I'm quitting for college and I miss it. I hope I don't fly off my rocker without it. She has really become my number one coping mechanism. Goodbye yart you will be missed dearly