I wanna go extremely bad, but if I do i know I'll send my mom dad sister into hell itself lossing the youngest sibling. The only idea that makes it not so bad is knowing I won't be here so it is what it is, which is kinda selfish.
Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,651
The real selfish ones are the ones who brought you into this world where you would have to end yourself to stop the suffering, The ones who create life rarely consider the full weight of what they're imposing on another being.
My mother deserves to be destroyed. She is the reason of my BPD which causes me immense suffering every single moment of my life.
SchrodingerIsDed
Arcanist
- Feb 17, 2025
- 416
Truly. They likely did not stop to consider whether their child would experience Hell. Likewise, even if they did, they considered the risk and deemed it a worthy one to take--for someone else. Or the guy just really wanted to cum in the pussy, and the woman really wanted to take the cum, without a thought or concern of what the end result might be, simply being unable to resist mindless animalistic pleasure, then haplessly end up in pregnancy and just roll with it. All possibilities are much more profoundly selfish than wanting to cease the suffering they inflicted on you.
sancta-simplicitas
Mage
- Dec 14, 2023
- 587
I don't think anyone would care that much if I died - with the exception of my best friend. Fortunately we've gotten less close since we broke up and I moved out. She has other people now and it really helps. As for my bio family, I am mostly worried they will wallow in self-pity as everything about my life has been about them, I don't expect my death to be any different. I can imagine it must add a ton of difficulty to an already difficult situation if you have a loving family whom you are worried about. 
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