Venting the people that i surround myself with are horrible

[hao☆]

Based off of the events of this miserable day, It's been pretty horrible. The people that once told me that they can be "shoulders to lean" or "cry on" are nowhere to be found, not that they're missing there physically, they're not there anymore in spirit and emotionally - they aren't who they once said they were. These same people once told me that it was okay to be myself and they'd be fine with it, the moment I let myself express how I feel and what I am, they started loathing me for it. I thought they were people who i can trust on? People i can share my laughter and torment with? People that stand by me under the storm and the sweltering summers? OR maybe its just that i trust too much, that i'm too gullible.