Venting The guy in the mirror ruined my life

[Mustkeyknow]

I fucking loathe that guy. I despise him i want him dead. I don't give a fuck if he suffers, it's what he deserves for being such a motherfucking imbecile throughout his whole life.

 

[Oyoy]

Why not blame the world instead?

 

[Epsilon0]

Why not blame the world instead?

Or the mirror for that matter?

 

[Mustkeyknow]

This was my only shot at life, and i fucking blew it. I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself.

 

[Oyoy]

This was my only shot at life, and i fucking blew it. I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself.

What happened? I feel similar.

 

[one4all]

What happened? I feel similar.

Maybe his previous thread will give you some insight.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-wanna-catch-the-bus-so-fucking-bad-right-now.34686/

 

[Mustkeyknow]

I think of catching the bus, I think of drinking the sodium nitrite and I swear to God there's peace in my heart. I don't see it any other way. Who knows maybe my day is approaching sooner rather than later.

 

[terry_a_davis]

OP i fucked up my life too you're not alone.

 

[Mr2005]

I feel the same. I used to have issues with my physical appearance and still do but now I can't look in the mirror regardless what I look like because I never did anything about it

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Same. I don't hate this world. I don't hate people. I only hate myself. I can't live with myself. I can't learn to live with myself. I tried but I can't. I just want to stop being myself forever.