terrrible

[Cancún]

i just saw my guitars , cant do it anymore , its a logical sadness because i cant feel things because of my illnes
and if my dad die im not gonna be able to feel saddnes , i dont feel nothing its the most terrible thing
everyday i try to hang my self , but cant do ti , but i try every single day just need to end it and the only was to end it is hang or cut my nek
i hate myself for make my family suffer but cant go on
i have a good strategy for hang but i cant when im about to pass out i stand i hate my slef

 

[Biggie]

I can imagine you are very emotional right now and I'm very sorry to hear about your suffering, but please don't do anything erratic or 'in the moment' - attempting anything now would most likely not end in the desired outcome and we don't want you to be in any more pain than you currently are whilst still living.

Talk to us We are all here to help each other.
If you'd like to talk about it, what illness do you have?

In regards to methods, I suggest you educate yourself with all the resources on the forum and then evaluate your options rather than trying to hang yourself constantly as it doesn't seem to be working out for you.

 

[Cancún]

tienes el cerebro destruido por medicamentos. y el cuerpo, todo funciona mal, no tengo esperanzas de tener pssd. Tengo depresión irreversible y anhedonia, estoy seguro de que me aceptarán en dignitas, pero ahora no puedo viajar, no tengo el dinero y mis padres no van a hablar en voz alta, y tú tienes derecho a trabajar, pero no tengo ningún otro método
thanks for listen

 

[Biggie]

Very sorry to hear about your suffering.

Are there any charities you can reach out to in your country for help? Or likewise do you have friends that could help you if your parents won't?
Have a look at the Argentina section of this website: https://www.thecalmzone.net/2019/10/international-mental-health-charities/

I think you are very strong, mi amigo.
Organizaciones benéficas pueden ayudarlo, haga clic en el sitio web de arriba.

 

[Cancún]

Very sorry to hear about your suffering.

Are there any charities you can reach out to in your country for help? Or likewise do you have friends that could help you if your parents won't?
Have a look at the Argentina section of this website: https://www.thecalmzone.net/2019/10/international-mental-health-charities/

I think you are very strong, mi amigo.
Organizaciones benéficas pueden ayudarlo, haga clic en el sitio web de arriba.

thanks man for your suport but no one can help me went to all kind of doctors and therapies . they castrated me , and i have this terrible nerve pain in all my body
also i have a terrible anedohina i cant even watch a movie , im totally disable but i apriciete your help best wishes