Terrifying how trying to cease existing can go wrong.

[FuneralCry]

It's really so terrifying how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse torture and suffering, it's just horrific how people have ended up severely injured/damaged all because they wanted to never suffer ever again.


It's just criminal to me how people even have to worry about that in the first place, access to painless guaranteed death needs to be a human right, there is just no compassion towards humans, all that anti-suicide does is cause way more harm and suffering, it truly is the most horrific world where one isn't allowed the peace of non-existence.

 

[homeboundcripple]

I think most brain damage/injuries happens because people act on impulse instead of following a planned approach.

 

[Liebestod]

Yeah that's why I might be taking extra precautions even though I will have access to the most lethal method soon I still feel like I need to add on to it.

 

[flutebloom]

Completely agree. Anti suicide measures just create more suffering. It's a human right to choose.

 

[MyShadow]

Yeah that's why I might be taking extra precautions even though I will have access to the most lethal method soon I still feel like I need to add on to it.

Just curious, what's your method of choice?

 

[_Gollum_]

Unfortunately people only seem to understand the concept of quality of life > quantity of life when it comes to pets.

 

[Liebestod]

Just curious, what's your method of choice?

Firearms, statically it's the most lethal besides crashing a plane into a building. But I'm thinking about combining firearms with a drug overdose even though there's no way I'd fail with firearms alone because I know how to properly aim it.

 

[Ididthis]

I think a lot about how horrible it would be if i failed and was permanently injured to the point of needing care. Bright lights, people, sound (besides music i'm making or intentionally listening to) are absolute torture to me. I can't stand talking to people in real life, or having any kind of attention on me, especially "sympathetic" attention. The idea of being in a hospital again or anything like that sounds terrible. It's bad enough when people ask me "you doing alright?" or similar at work, as the years go by i've had less and less good things to say and i don't like bringing my shit to other people, that just makes me feel worse. I'm less concerned about the injury itself, and moreso the consequences to my self isolation and ability to hide. As long as i don't go deaf (no offence intended to the deaf, it has to do with music and drowning out my inner monologue), i'll be alright.

 

[MyShadow]

Firearms, statically it's the most lethal besides crashing a plane into a building. But I'm thinking about combining firearms with a drug overdose even though there's no way I'd fail with firearms alone because I know how to properly aim it.

I definitely can't argue with the statistics with firearms.

 

[Dot]

Firearms, statically it's the most lethal besides crashing a plane into a building. But I'm thinking about combining firearms with a drug overdose even though there's no way I'd fail with firearms alone because I know how to properly aim it.

Nt 2 b 'tht persn' bt OD cld affct ur aim & u cld b lft wth massve injris

 

[Alexandra_]

Yes, that's true. This world is so terrible and merciless, I hate this place

 

[Liebestod]

Nt 2 b 'tht persn' bt OD cld affct ur aim & u cld b lft wth massve injris

Depends on method of ingestion, but your right I do need to take that into account, plus risk in general since the substance I have in mind is illegal and only available on the dw.

 

[Ligottian]

As someone said in the comments in another thread, it's a hell of a thing than even a gunshot to the head is no sure thing.

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

Yeah that's why I might be taking extra precautions even though I will have access to the most lethal method soon I still feel like I need to add on to it.

I've read and seen enough horror stories online to know if I ever ctb I would do so with a two-factor method and methods in place that prevent discovery or rescue in a timey manner.

 

[58Alice85]

this is why i did a lot of research for my method
i have seen enough pictures to confirm that partial hanging, if done properly, indeed is a reliable method (unlike some people here claim)

 

[Michelstaedter]

It seems like a punishment that the "anti-suicide" or "pro-life" people want to keep people alive despite the pain...
Sometimes I even think they were capable of retouching religious stories like the life of Christ. Perhaps their idea, if it ever existed and was supernatural, was to express that this world was a horrible piece of shit and after death, one would truly shed this "existential poverty" to truly experience the unimaginable joy of breaking free from the "corporeal prison." A very Platonic idea, by the way.

Over time, I've come to understand that there are people who interpret pain, suffering, and existential grief as synonymous with earning "paradise," and that the more you suffer as a good person, the more chance you have of going to heaven... What a way to interpret pain, typical of a bland religious masochism.