Discussion Talking to my mother makes me feel betrayed more

[fkyou]

Talking to my mother makes me feel betrayed more..she talks about how I can get better how there's room for improvement and hope..do you really think you can mess with me and I still survive?? I talked to her and I felt such a huge disconnect from the amount of misery I have inside me each word of toxic positivity she said to me felt like salt on the wound wow I never knew she was this unsympathetic i ended up feeling worse than before..I don't think I can recover I can't recover if I'm still gonna live with the depression and addiction the only reason I want to ctb is because to save myself from living a full life of misery because living with depression isn't living and living with addiction isn't living

 

[Dr.Duck]

Hopefully you'll find someone who can give you real support in your life. Life like this isn't living as you said. I wish more people were better at seeing that.