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ghostxheart

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Mar 4, 2025
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Since I'm committed to CTB-ing, I decided to ask my one "friend" what other people who either had some kind of accident or tried to CTB but failed reported after. Apparently a lot of people felt held, maybe not as if they were hugged, but on a soul level. Seen in a way they could never be in the waking world. Loved in a way that was never true before. I don't know if that will be the case for me, but I would like it to be so. In my ideal world, the Baron Samedi will come to laugh and dance, say that I've been long awaited and the party couldn't start without me. I hope that will be the case.
 
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secretghost

secretghost

days to bus ride: 8
Jun 23, 2025
53
Unfortunately, be careful with chatGPT. Not saying one way or another how accurate and of what it said was because it is different for all people, but please be very careful using ChatGPT when you're already suicidal. There's something called cognitive constriction in late stages suicidality and ChatGPT is just a mirror chamber. I'm sorry if this sounds harsh but it makes me sad thinking you are asking ChatGPT of death when it will just spit back at you whatever it thinks you want to hear. It can really mess with your head. Wishing you a clear head and a warm heart and good days ahead