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BACONF

BACONF

I have become a husk of myself.
Nov 13, 2018
39
Hey everyone
Since last year I was going to ctb but in one mistake I spilled my plans with my sister. Shit webt down and now Im with a pshychologist. Been montha since I tried to hang my self.
Somethings have turned good others not so much.
I lost friends because a shit situation and my lack of expresion my feelings and feelings, stopped dating girls I have gained weight.
Still I came back to see how things turned out here. Im happy in this forum.
Still having suicide thougths.
 
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elizabeth.luck

elizabeth.luck

Eliminate your map.
Mar 10, 2019
124
We are here for you! How are you feeling today?
 
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BACONF

BACONF

I have become a husk of myself.
Nov 13, 2018
39
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Olach

Student
Feb 4, 2019
113
Same thing. It have attempted to ctb with paracetamol. I was an idiot. Medics have pumped my stomach and leave me in psych yard for 3 months. Now, few month later i am not gonna to fail with ctb. Need to plan much better and use an another method.
 
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voool

voool

Experienced
Sep 18, 2018
261
Same thing. It have attempted to ctb with paracetamol. I was an idiot. Medics have pumped my stomach and leave me in psych yard for 3 months. Now, few month later i am not gonna to fail with ctb. Need to plan much better and use an another method.
What method are you thinking of?
 
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Olach

Student
Feb 4, 2019
113
I'm thinking about Chloroquine method
 
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BACONF

BACONF

I have become a husk of myself.
Nov 13, 2018
39
Same thing. It have attempted to ctb with paracetamol. I was an idiot. Medics have pumped my stomach and leave me in psych yard for 3 months. Now, few month later i am not gonna to fail with ctb. Need to plan much better and use an another method.
Ouch, sorry to hear that. Have you considered another method that doesn't includes medicine.
 
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Olach

Student
Feb 4, 2019
113
No, Im a coward. Cannot ctb with something else
 
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DeepSleep

Student
Aug 8, 2018
115
I'm not a Grammar Nazi, but it's a wrong word...
"Survived" is when it was a close call and you've dodged the bullet.
"Failed" is a more appropriate term. :}
 
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John Smith

John Smith

Arcanist
Aug 6, 2018
424
Hey everyone
Since last year I was going to ctb but in one mistake I spilled my plans with my sister. Shit webt down and now Im with a pshychologist. Been montha since I tried to hang my self.
Somethings have turned good others not so much.
I lost friends because a shit situation and my lack of expresion my feelings and feelings, stopped dating girls I have gained weight.
Still I came back to see how things turned out here. Im happy in this forum.
Still having suicide thougths.
Did u fail at full ot partial suspension?
 

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