Sunk into deep depression... can’t do anything :(

[DyslexicForeigner]

Anyone here feels the same? Too tired to do anything, just wanna stay in bed and sleep all day?

 

[Donewith_]

I feel similar.

 

[Baskol1]

No, im not depressed, my reasons for wanting to die are not depression.

 

[Sargasm]

Anyone here feels the same? Too tired to do anything, just wanna stay in bed and sleep all day?

It's all I ever do any more.

 

[Baskol1]

But you know being happy is hard when youre in chronical pain and autistic.

 

[ALittleBurden]

Absolutely, at some point it's getting hard to tell when one day ends and another starts, because it all feels the same.

 

[Baskol1]

Absolutely, at some point it's getting hard to tell when one day ends and another starts, because it all feels the same.

Maybe because everyday is pretty much the same when you dont do much?

 

[GreyMonkey]

I'm anxious and tense throughout the whole day. Doing just enough to sort of function and hold back the endless tears and self-pity and feelings that it's never gonna get any better.

The two hours before I go to sleep, when I lie in bed are the best.

And then when I wake up in the morning it's like "fuck" and I'm depressed for as long as I can be before I think I should get up.

Feels so pointless. I'm literally just living each day for the moment I get to go to bed.

 

[Baskol1]

Life must be hell with severe depression. I dont have severe depression so i dont know how bad it is, but it surely sounds horrible.

 

[Letmego. Please]

It is literally hell, and everytime you think you have hit bottom, you find there is still further to fall, until you get to my point where nothing matters anymore, things that stressed you 6mths ago you now no longer care about, cause you care about nothing, i had a close friend stab me in the back & kick me well below the belt, it should have hurt that someone i cared about & had know for over 10yrs would do that, but instead i feel nothing.
@Baskol1 I know one of your reasons is chronic pain. I have lived with that for 26yrs now & i can honestly say that the hell of severe depression makes the chronic pain feel like a tooth ache in comparison.

 

[StillWaiting]

Same here.
Cant see myself working hard for something anymore.
Tired of getting up everyday to do things and hope things will change

 

[GreyMonkey]

Do any of you see a therapist?

It sucks that depression exists and causes some of us to struggle so much.

I really think it's the impact of trauma and/or not enough adequate nurturance and guidance in early life.


And what do you all do for income?

I've been low income earner for such a long time. It sucks. I don't know how to break it.

I get by on government support and a little bit of support work.

 

[Letmego. Please]

The NHS in the Uk doesn't do therapist's, unless you are lucky enough to be in some well funded area (don't know if there are any though)
You get a Shrink who you may not see from one year to the next & if you are (Un)lucky enough to come under the now very strict acceptance criteria for Adult MH community care you may be given a 'care coordinator' who may see you anywhere from once a month to once a week.

Thats as good as it gets folks......Well round here anyways.

 

[GreyMonkey]

You can't see someone privately, or too expensive?

 

[DyslexicForeigner]

Same here.
Cant see myself working hard for something anymore.
Tired of getting up everyday to do things and hope things will change

Yeah, I relate this very much. The nature of this world is very harsh, cruel, and unforgiving for me.

 

[Punished]

I spend my time in bed, on the couch, or when I can make it to work, hiding in my office. It's depression, but also anxiety/paranoia. Being out in public is so overwhelming, I just want somewhere dark and quiet.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

Anyone here feels the same? Too tired to do anything, just wanna stay in bed and sleep all day?

yes, same but i can't sleep because of cushing syndrome so i just stay in bed crying.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Absolutely, at some point it's getting hard to tell when one day ends and another starts, because it all feels the same.

explained it perfectly