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deathxoxo

deathxoxo

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May 14, 2019
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Is it wrong to leave nothing behind? I don't think putting the effort into 10 messages 8 long letters is worth it anymore... not even for my mom. what do you think?
 
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not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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If you love her, you should just at least leave that. It will comfort her, though not much.
If you don't love her? meh.
I would recommend not trying to say more than "I love you." though.
It gets complicated beyond that.
 
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Jen0804

Gone
Feb 24, 2019
261
I'm personally leaving letters but only because of the pain and the so many questions left unanswered when my loved ones ctb and never left a note

I feel it will help give closure to my family n friends. And if it doesn't then I tried
 
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deathxoxo

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May 14, 2019
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I'm personally leaving letters but only because of the pain and the so many questions left unanswered when my loved ones ctb and never left a note

I feel it will help give closure to my family n friends. And if it doesn't then I tried

I do too I feel the same way. i'm just so tired when the medication I need comes I think that will be it for me.

there are only a few people I was to five closure to but even then..... I've stopped caring I've haven't ever truly experienced love.
 
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Jen0804

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Feb 24, 2019
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I do too I feel the same way. i'm just so tired when the medication I need comes I think that will be it for me.

there are only a few people I was to five closure to but even then..... I've stopped caring I've haven't ever truly experienced love.

Hugs hugs hugs hugs
 
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whyidon'tknow

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Jun 9, 2019
391
I've written a lot of suicide letters to a lot of different people. I had a small boxed stuffed with them. I chose to give my friends & family all relevant suicide notes I made and burn the rest.

If I am going to put them through a lot of pain, they deserve the insight
 
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