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MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
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Sometimes I read stuff written by professionals on suicide and suicidology, usually directed at other professionals. I don't know why I do this since it's usually an exercise in masochism. Well, in the introduction in this book on the topic the psychiatrist author of the work says the quote in the title.

So I'm submitting it to the forum for a proper pick-apart.

I don't contest that it's an ugly thing but I can think of uglier things. Such as the suffering that drives people to it in the first place. Why make it seem like "life" is "innocent" in all this? It's life or aspects of it that cause people to kill themselves. The capacity for suffering is immense even if not half that potential is realized for the average person. But there are a lot of people in the world, way more than natural law stipulates, so you're going to find people for whom that potential is realized way more than average.
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Warlock
Mar 16, 2025
787
I hate when it's a beautiful sunny day, around 72 degrees, and I'm surrounded by beauty, but i can't enjoy or take advantage of any of it. It's like I'm a dog on a treadmill with a juicy steak dangling at the end.

Haven't been able to do so since mid adolescence. It's truly sick.
 
Shiitake

Shiitake

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Nov 29, 2025
92
I hate when it's a beautiful sunny day, around 72 degrees, and I'm surrounded by beauty, but i can't enjoy or take advantage of any of it. It's like I'm a dog on a treadmill with a steak dangling at the end.

It's truly sick.
in what way cant you take part in it? just become an old person sitting on a bench basking in the sun.
 

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