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Dec 25, 2025
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I'm not sure I'm wording this right but stay with me.

Basically, a contract with terms and clauses for ctb or staying.

I could write as many clauses as I want, identifying specific conditions/situations that worsen the quality of my life (everyone has it different), and if at least one (or 2 or 3 , it's your decision) happens, I ctb.

The same logic for staying, clauses identifying conditions that actually makes being alive worth it (although the chances of that are almost non-existent), then yeah, I stay and the contract becomes void.

I don't know but I think this will help reduce my fear. The decision feels less impulsive and emotional.

Imma try drafting something up to see how it works in practice.
 
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Seneca65AD

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Oct 28, 2025
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The legal side of me says hell, give it a shot. If it provides some respite from fear, then it's a plus from my perspective. At the very least, it will help you identify the factors which you view as moving you towards and away from CTB.
 
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