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BQ27500

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Title. I am suicidal because I don't want to keep working for another 40 years before I retire. It is not that my work is bad, it is that I can't feel joy. And don't forget the fact that there are roadblocks all the time in my life. Each time something good happens to me, something bad does too. I just got Sonic Crossworlds Racing Deluxe, so that I could get more Hatsune Miku. And then, my controller stopped working. So, I now have to get a new controller. Seriously, fuck my life. And a lot of other nasty things keep happening to me. I am gluttonous (still managing to be of average weight), unable to keep up a fast, and barely able to keep my very low calorie diet up. ~~Being~~ Trying to be vegan during Xmas is horrible. I am struggling with NoFap. Amongst a lot of other things. I wish people would stop procreating all the time.
 
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My reasons aren't so very different to yours really. The whole having to work and it effectively not being worth it. Maybe I'm over dramatic but, I don't see that as a small reason personally. If I pretty much hate the very nature of life- having to work to pay for life and, it not being worth it anyway, that feels like a fundamental problem to me!

I also get massively irritated by the more minor inconveniences too. And, I share your anti- natilist sentiments. It's just tiring too- feeling so annoyed/ resentful so much of the time.
 
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