Suffer, suffer, and suffer some more

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SI is ridiculous. This is ridiculous. Why try to convince me of ways to stay alive, when it's just more struggle: more bullshit. I just wish for better . Whatever that is. I wish so deeply to help people. I see how how to do it.. I just can't accomplish it here..now.

 

[openBottomJeans]

You need to make your experience less painful or you gonna be stuck with this forever
Inject yourself with drugs or experience some pleasant feeling with something else and only then catch the bus

I wish … I'll try