Stuck between rock and hard place

[loser4ever4life]

Well, beyond my wildest expectations, I'm still alive. i didn't think I'd get this far (didn't think I'd see May) and now I'm not sure what the hell to do. My life is still fucked, I think I'm taking steps to fix it. I'm still depressed but not as much as when I joined, maybe manic? Just teetering on the edge. I have my method available, just want to say fuck it and fight a little more before I choose to ctb? What the hell is wrong with me lol

 

[Crow_88]

Don't we all ask that question. What the hell is wrong with me? A whole helluva lot