Strangling yourself

[Loner55331]

Hello there,

sometimes I have this feeling of just strangling myself.. I don't know why, those thoughts come all of a sudden. I'm not saying it's arousing me but the feeling of strangling myself causes a weird feeling of sensation for me... Am I weird or f*cked up? Please be honest. Maybe it's a feeling of anger or sadness that I need to compensate..

If I were to commit suicide I'd probably take a softer way, e.g. gasing myself with carbon monoxide or using medicine combined with alcohol...

Do you ever experience these weird kind of thoughts?

 

[intheend]

The other day I was testing the slipknot on a scarf and got very excited by the feeling of dizziness and so when I tried it on my neck, lol.

 

[Conflicted Cat]

I used to choke myself and make myself pass out with a belt for the thrill of it when I was in my masochist phase. I learnt how to knock myself unconscious for a few seconds very easily, and when I did so, I always heard weird things, which is why I kept doing it, like out of tune musical instruments, or vocals that I couldn't really make out. And sometimes I'd find myself saying something random as I was regaining consciousness. A jumbled mess of words, or sometimes I did string a random sentence.