Still here :( Failed my CTB attempt with Gun.

[plzoffme]

Hey everyone, I made a Goodbye post a few days ago where I planned to get a hotel room (which I did) and CTB by gunshot with a 9mm to the head. I don't know what it is but I could not seem to pull the trigger :( I am not afraid of death, but I guess my body is scared of the gun lol. My new plan is to order some Fentanyl and go that way. I have done the Fent method before and had no fear but was saved sadly. Honestly, its the best way one can go in my option because I snorted the line, felt euphoria then lights out. My new plan is to get a hotel room again, play some relaxing music then swallow all the Fent. Ill be all alone so there will be nobody to save me. My plan is to CTB on 9/11 since I have always seen this number repeat in my life for some reason & also why not hehe.. Ill update soon. Wish me luck :)

 

[TBONTB]

Hey everyone, I made a Goodbye post a few days ago where I planned to get a hotel room (which I did) and CTB by gunshot with a 9mm to the head. I don't know what it is but I could not seem to pull the trigger :( I am not afraid of death, but I guess my body is scared of the gun lol. My new plan is to order some Fentanyl and go that way. I have done the Fent method before and had no fear but was saved sadly. Honestly, it's the best way one can go in my option because I snorted the line, felt euphoria then lights out. My new plan is to get a hotel room again, play some relaxing music then swallow all the Fent. I'll be all alone so there will be nobody to save me. My plan is to CTB on 9/11 since I have always seen this number repeat in my life for some reason & also why not hehe.. I'll update soon. Wish me luck :)

wishing you well. I hope you are feeling okay after your change of plans.

 

[plzoffme]

wishing you well. I hope you are feeling okay after your change of plans.

Thank you friend :) Yes, its annoying because all i need to do is pull the damn trigger and all of this will be gone. I guess its mainly the body's SI that is keeping me stuck here. The weird thing is when it comes to anything else like taking pills or even hanging it does not effect me. I have tried hanging but its hard with me being over 6 ft and painful. I hope this last round is it.

 

[brokenspirited]

Hey everyone, I made a Goodbye post a few days ago where I planned to get a hotel room (which I did) and CTB by gunshot with a 9mm to the head. I don't know what it is but I could not seem to pull the trigger :( I am not afraid of death, but I guess my body is scared of the gun lol. My new plan is to order some Fentanyl and go that way. I have done the Fent method before and had no fear but was saved sadly. Honestly, its the best way one can go in my option because I snorted the line, felt euphoria then lights out. My new plan is to get a hotel room again, play some relaxing music then swallow all the Fent. Ill be all alone so there will be nobody to save me. My plan is to CTB on 9/11 since I have always seen this number repeat in my life for some reason & also why not hehe.. Ill update soon. Wish me luck :)

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/why-ods-fail-miserably-a-guide.181394/ Be careful.

 

[plzoffme]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/why-ods-fail-miserably-a-guide.181394/ Be careful.

In general yes, taking a bunch of over the counter pills or even proscribed pills in most cases is not lethal. In my case, ill have a whole 3 gram bag of 98% pure fentanyl which will most likely do the job because I have 0 tolerance. I see videos all over YouTube of people even kids dying from a fraction of what ill take. Its my only option besides the gun which ill have to use if this fails.

 

[Liebestod]

Hey everyone, I made a Goodbye post a few days ago where I planned to get a hotel room (which I did) and CTB by gunshot with a 9mm to the head. I don't know what it is but I could not seem to pull the trigger :( I am not afraid of death, but I guess my body is scared of the gun lol. My new plan is to order some Fentanyl and go that way. I have done the Fent method before and had no fear but was saved sadly. Honestly, its the best way one can go in my option because I snorted the line, felt euphoria then lights out. My new plan is to get a hotel room again, play some relaxing music then swallow all the Fent. Ill be all alone so there will be nobody to save me. My plan is to CTB on 9/11 since I have always seen this number repeat in my life for some reason & also why not hehe.. Ill update soon. Wish me luck :)

SI is such a bastard.