Special someone helped me live

[The nerd]

Then *poof* gone. Just like that. Name checked off the forum, texts stopped...nothing. I guess guardian angels do exist and only stay as long as they're needed. I appreciate the help and keeping me alive for this much longer, my angel (in case you're lurking here still as a guest) just letting you know how grateful I am for you being there in my darkest hour. This forum has been a beacon of light for me in my dark times recently.....I do miss my angel though. I am so lost....

Sorry for the cryptic thread. This is meant for a special person that means the world to me. Without them I would have ctb by sn right before Xmas.

 

[lmroch]

This forum has been a beacon of light for me in my dark times

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[HereToday]

Then *poof* gone. Just like that. Name checked off the forum, texts stopped...nothing. I guess guardian angels do exist and only stay as long as they're needed. I appreciate the help and keeping me alive for this much longer, my angel (in case you're lurking here still as a guest) just letting you know how grateful I am for you being there in my darkest hour. This forum has been a beacon of light for me in my dark times recently.....I do miss my angel though. I am so lost....

Sorry for the cryptic thread. This is meant for a special person that means the world to me. Without them I would have ctb by sn right before Xmas.

Are you sure they didn't ctb?
I guess another possibility is that they decided to give life another chance so left the forum.
Either way, I've come to find that you can't expect other people to always be there. Eventually they won't be any longer... That's just human nature, however sad. Even more so when they were your life support. I'm sorry you were ghosted by someone so important to you. I hope you can find the strength within yourself that you found with this person. I also hope you can find comfort in the rest of us. There will always be someone around whenever you need us

 

[The nerd]

Are you sure they didn't ctb?
I guess another possibility is that they decided to give life another chance so left the forum.
Either way, I've come to find that you can't expect other people to always be there. Eventually they won't be any longer... That's just human nature, however sad. Even more so when they were your life support. I'm sorry you were ghosted by someone so important to you. I hope you can find the strength within yourself that you found with this person. I also hope you can find comfort in the rest of us. There will always be someone around whenever you need us

Positive they didn't. They would have said as much I hope. I will confide when I need some comfort. I appreciate everyone here for being so strong.

 

[The nerd]

Been a few weeks. Received one message and they're gone again. I need/miss my angel....I can't stay around without them. The pain I feel without them is too much. I needed someone in my life I could be 100% honest with and now they're gone. I don't know their fate and that tears me up.

 

[TheEndof]

I'm so sorry. I can't imagine the pain of having someone you care about that much only to have them be gone like that. Please find some peace.

 

[The nerd]

I'm so sorry. I can't imagine the pain of having someone you care about that much only to have them be gone like that. Please find some peace.

Ty. I love them truly and hope they find their way back. I am so lost without them. To see their name crossed out pains me, especially knowing they did not CTB. They messaged me after the name cross out. The worst part is thinking I said something wrong. Not knowing....that is the worst part. And not having them in my life.

 

[The nerd]

To open up after never having a friend in life, to opening fully 100%, to losing that one person is devastating. I don't blame them. We all have our demons. I just miss them and want them back. I hope they ghost the forum still, which is why I post this. I need them.

 

[Jean4]

To open up after never having a friend in life, to opening fully 100%, to losing that one person is devastating. I don't blame them. We all have our demons. I just miss them and want them back. I hope they ghost the forum still, which is why I post this. I need them.

I'm here if you ever want to talk. I'm not your friend, but I can be a runner up.