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Siamese Believe

Siamese Believe

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Dec 8, 2025
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It's so strange, but for some reason I seemed to compress the carotid arteries a lot easier when I point my head upwards and lean forward. This always resulted in successful compression of the carotid arteries and getting the pleasant dosing off feeling. If I wrapped some pajama pants around a bunk bed post and tied the legs in both the front and back of my neck then leaned forward, standing on my tip toes with my head up, would I go unconscious and successfully die? Would I fall down with all my weight into the noose when I lost consciousness then choke to death while asleep?
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
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I think partial just sucks and it's more likely to just hurt yourself rather than CTB.
Hope you find a way to feel a little bit better, one way or another.
 
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