someone accidentally received my ctb note

[jatty]

Fuck. I did those "send later" messages on iphone, then decided i wanted to edit it, ACCIDENTALLY DID SEND NOW, and pressed DELETE (why are unsend and delete not the same ?!??)
So now they know !!! FUCK.
Let us PRAY and HOPE TO GOD they understand me holy shit

 

[heydude56]

Was it a friend or family?

 

[jatty]

Was it a friend or family?

Friend, but unfortunately i put my family contacts in the message to them so they get my funeral information. damnit.
Ive been blowing up their phone about me being regretful

 

[Terrible_Life]

I'm so sorry thats horrible…..

You need to find an excuse asap otherwise the person might contact cops and then you end up in a terrible place.

Can you tell the person that this message was fictional and you wrote it for a drama or something like that?
In case cops come tell em that you don't feel suicidal and stay calm then they can't do something.

 

[jatty]

I'm so sorry thats horrible…..

You need to find an excuse asap otherwise the person might contact cops and then you end up in a terrible place.

Can you tell the person that this message was fictional and you wrote it for a drama or something like that?
In case cops come tell em that you don't feel suicidal and stay calm then they can't do something.

Unfortunately i cant, it has irl info. I did tell them i threw away my methods and i regret everything and i was going to delete the message but accidentally sent it. lets hope that works

He and I have been pretty suicidal together for a while but at the same time he's bipolar so its hard to predict what he will do. he goes against his usual morals frequently

 

[Macedonian1987]

Fuck. I did those "send later" messages on iphone, then decided i wanted to edit it, ACCIDENTALLY DID SEND NOW, and pressed DELETE (why are unsend and delete not the same ?!??)
So now they know !!! FUCK.
Let us PRAY and HOPE TO GOD they understand me holy shit

I'm so sorry that this happened to you. This is the main reason why I don't intend to send any delayed messages to anyone. Knowing my bad luck, this exact thing will probably happen to me. So the best thing to avoid it is not to send messages to anyone. I will not even leave a suicide note to my body because everyone will know why i ctb. They all saw my sadness and depression for years and they will know exactly why I did it.

 

[jatty]

I'm so sorry that this happened to you. This is the main reason why I don't intend to send any delayed messages to anyone. Knowing my bad luck, this exact thing will probably happen to me. So the best thing to avoid it is not to send messages to anyone. I will not even leave a suicide note to my body because everyone will know why i ctb. They all saw my sadness and depression for years and they will know exactly why I did it.

Yea I thought the same way too, i wasnt originally going to intend on it, but i talked to him mostly online and i really liked him and i didnt want him to think i ghosted him. But ofc life has to torture me!!!! Yep !!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[unluckysadness]

Holy shit ! You didn't deserve this... I hope everything will be ok for you

 

[jatty]

update: he is pro choice he 100% understood me. All is well in the world and joyful