Freedombus'25
Exhausted. Nervous system stressed. Isolating.
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,650
Somehow I will hang on long enough & "strong" enough to CTB.
Soon.
So all this crap thrown my way. All this scrapping at my empty insides.
I won't have to deal with that much longer. If I dealt with it all my life then YES I'm about to snap like yrs ago but I can deal for another week or few.
before I CTB I will be going away. Even if it's a few hours away.
I'm going to enjoy some peace & me in my final moments.
this is just the lead up to the end I so desperately want so.
I can hang on & plan my CTB.
(this is just something'sI'm sayin to myself to not impulsively just CTB.)
honestly tho my 2nd absolute method is lookin good too I just needa move first.
Soon.
So all this crap thrown my way. All this scrapping at my empty insides.
I won't have to deal with that much longer. If I dealt with it all my life then YES I'm about to snap like yrs ago but I can deal for another week or few.
before I CTB I will be going away. Even if it's a few hours away.
I'm going to enjoy some peace & me in my final moments.
this is just the lead up to the end I so desperately want so.
I can hang on & plan my CTB.
(this is just something'sI'm sayin to myself to not impulsively just CTB.)
honestly tho my 2nd absolute method is lookin good too I just needa move first.
