Method Some of us need a little push

[Concorde]

Some of us need a little push. Luckily there's a solution. You're very welcome. /s

 

[Realog11]

Some of us need a little push. Luckily there's a solution. You're very welcome. /s
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Rest in peace

 

[madameviolette]

What drug did he take

 

[Concorde]

What drug did he take

Cocaine, whiskey

 

[BPDvic]

Cocaine, whiskey

Great if only I could put my hand on high quality cocaine

 

[thefarter]

it is so interesting. i love getting a little push. it just makes me realise how little my life / existence really matters in the grand scheme of things. in some ways, i am genuinely making life better for a lot of people.. mainly the ones who don't care if i live or die. and then there's the people who will be totally unaffected. idk there's a lot of ppl that do give me that little push and i really need it because survival instinct is kind of crazy

 

[inextremis]

Great if only I could put my hand on high quality cocaine

Trust me there's far better methods out there than a cocaine overdose. Not painless or peaceful by any stretch.

 

[BPDvic]

Give me one and please don't say SN because getting cocaine is easier.

 

[inextremis]

Give me one and please don't say SN because getting cocaine is easier.

Opioids or benzos. Drink plenty of alcohol with it and hope for the best. Not a reliable way to go even if you aren't discovered but it would feel a whole lot better than skiing into a cardiac arrest.

 

[BPDvic]

Opioids or benzos. Drink plenty of alcohol with it and hope for the best. Not a reliable way to go even if you aren't discovered but it would feel a whole lot better than skiing into a cardiac arrest.

Nah, I need something more "deadly". I have an idea about a "double tap" CTB I am working one

 

[Acrazygirl]

Nah, I need something more "deadly". I have an idea about a "double tap" CTB I am working one

what is your idea?

 

[urgent]

Some of us need a little push. Luckily there's a solution. You're very welcome. /s
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How much coke? Did he have a heartattack? Alcohol poisoning takes a lot. I would never think of dying this way. In the 80s many Did blow and drank all weekend. It might have been cut with some fentanyl. I only know of a guy with an unknown heart condition and a guy so drunk he puked laying in bed and choked. Did he want to die? I need someone to push me but I don't have a way. I thought I could use SN I'm not alone. To much is made about me not eating enough I won't be alone long enough. I'm suffering so much it's obvious I wish I could find N. I know it's not easy but again someone posted about it here. I can only take something before bed and I only have a few hours and I'll be found in the morning. I don't think I'll be able to find N or any of the drug combinations I could drink. I need someone who's a vet or medical professional or works or has a contact that is selling or has the MAiD someone didn't get to use I know how bad that sounds but I'm am so sick if you stop seeing my posts it's probably just because I'm declining not I was lucky and finally went. @Concord do you know where this guy is from? I wonder if he did it for money and thought he'd be OK or he took something after getting drunk enough and knew he would go. Everytime I hear someone died I'm sad for their family but I feel like they are in peace, wish it was me.

 

[praythestars]

Great if only I could put my hand on high quality cocaine

If you have the energy and desire, hang out at a fairly popular bar in your area long enough and routinely enough and you'll find some. Just get cozy with the bartenders etc, especially at a mid level place, not a dive bar but no need for super fancy either.

The type of place singles, couples, and even families might go to earlier in the day are best in my experience. Entrees from $10-20 USD, and where a drink from the well is $5 but you can also order a nice shot of fancier bourbon for $$$.

I sold the most drugs in these types of establishments, and have been offered to purchase drugs most often in these types of places, once folks got to know me. Just throw out a few drug jokes once in awhile.

You can expedite the process a bit if you find a bar trivia group of regulars and are able to join. Guarantee you someone in the group has or knows someone that does have cocaine. MDMA, Adderall and coke are the most popular in that type of place.