worthless creature
useless
- Mar 23, 2025
- 22
i feel so tired everyday. tired of life, tired of crying, tired of the emptiness.
im waiting until my birthday so my parents only have to be sad one day a year. theres a part of me that wants to stay and try to make things work, maybe she can make the emptiness bearable again. people in my life are always are telling me i can find someone else, but the reality is ill never feel the way i feel about her with anyone else.
i finally blocked her about an hour ago, it hurts a lot. but feeling temporary and like a memory of what we once were hurts more.
the final attachment i had to this existence is gone, i have now fully detached. i am so tired, i need to rest a while.
"stay, please." she said.
"for how long?" she asked.
"is for all of eternity too long?" she replied.
"seems too short," she answered.
im waiting until my birthday so my parents only have to be sad one day a year. theres a part of me that wants to stay and try to make things work, maybe she can make the emptiness bearable again. people in my life are always are telling me i can find someone else, but the reality is ill never feel the way i feel about her with anyone else.
i finally blocked her about an hour ago, it hurts a lot. but feeling temporary and like a memory of what we once were hurts more.
the final attachment i had to this existence is gone, i have now fully detached. i am so tired, i need to rest a while.
"stay, please." she said.
"for how long?" she asked.
"is for all of eternity too long?" she replied.
"seems too short," she answered.
