So lucky are those who crossed over

[Painless_end]

(Here I am again with the same old kind of post)

So lucky those people whose mind reached the final decision to end and also they managed to successfully CTB with the least possible amount of pain.

They freed themselves. They are free now. We are still stuck.

 

[Fragile]

I wouldn't exactly call them lucky, more like decisive or even brave in a different way.

they probably got to that decision due to some shitty life circumstances that had no solution. the real lucky are the ones who get to live a life without the constant and excruciating suicidal thoughts, or the ones that manage to fix their lives despite their situations.

 

[Nem]

(Here I am again with the same old kind of post)

So lucky those people whose mind reached the final decision to end and also they managed to successfully CTB with the least possible amount of pain.

They freed themselves. They are free now. We are still stuck.

Yep, we are stuck and fucked
Peace/hugs

 

[Overnoutofhere]

Stuck, till we are not. I believe if we truly want to die and seek it out, it's bound to happen.

 

[racek]

Thats very true and very sad what you said. From one side we can think that it doesnt matter when we finish our life( now or in natural way in very long future). From other side we somehow think that its good to continue. I have mixed feelings about it. Somehow I feel like that mouse in experiment with helplessness in the bucket filled with water. Something like "maybe! maybe! maybe!"

 

[eksded]

In the end does it matter? Our suffering last only for a blink of an eye for we only exist in a single moment. Time is not your enemy, forever is.



"If I cast my eyes before me, what an Infinite space in which I do not exist; And if I look behind me, what a terrible Procession of years in which I do not Exist, and how little space I occupy in This vast abyss of time..."

 

[Overnoutofhere]

Every day feels like forever when your suffering, therefore seeking a peaceful forever is the goal for me.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I envy those who managed to ctb successfully. But our day will come. Ctb or not we will die some day. All this is temporary. Life is temporary.

 

[faust]

I am stuck like this bicycle in the tree