Venting so close

[kingfool316]

hey everybody. I can feel it. my anxiety has just reached new levels. I really want to CTB now. But my SI and fear of death are fighting really hard. All I think about is my chord and my spot. I just really want it to be over. Soon, maybe a week before july. I can't stand it anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to be free from it all, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I understand finding it unbearable to exist, I wish you the best.

 

[bankai]

Ughh,yeah . I understan,I'm so close myself

SI is really hard to overcome.

 

[dieingasap]

hey everybody. I can feel it. my anxiety has just reached new levels. I really want to CTB now. But my SI and fear of death are fighting really hard. All I think about is my chord and my spot. I just really want it to be over. Soon, maybe a week before july. I can't stand it anymore

Play games

 

[kingfool316]

Play games

Ty. I am actually doing that to reduce some stress. It's not working as much as it usually does. Could be a sign of resignation

 

[darksouls]

I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad
hope you find relief from suffering
sending you hugs and love