SN tonight :(

[justaspeck]

really sad but not scared. just worried about timing of meds?

gabapentin, propanolol ibuprofen at some point

11 PM: 30 mg meto and 800 mg tagamet

Midnight: 15 g SN in ¼ cup water via straw
mouthwash

Duct tape mouth to try and limit noise/puking lol

 

[InTheAirTonight]

Do not duct tape your mouth. Just don't.

 

[justaspeck]

Do not duct tape your mouth. Just don't.

why not

 

[Brackenshire]

If you do vomit you will choke to death

 

[whereispeace]

Well, I hope you find peace. I have some SN on hand now too, so it's possible I could be joining you at some point.

 

[LMLN]

Me too. All supplies on hand, idk how much longer i can make it.

 

[Donk]

have a peaceful journey my friend

really sad but not scared. just worried about timing of meds?

gabapentin, propanolol ibuprofen at some point

11 PM: 30 mg meto and 800 mg tagamet

Midnight: 15 g SN in ¼ cup water via straw
mouthwash

Duct tape mouth to try and limit noise/puking lol

have you started fasting?

 

[faust]

I accidentally read 30 g of meto and thought... probably you really do not want to vomit lol
All the timing we have in Resources. Just click on Suicide Discussion and among the threads you will see Resources Compilation.

 

[justaspeck]

Have you started fasting? Remember doing this at least for six hours.

If you take your meto (stat dose or regimen?) you shouldn't worry about puking. It's likely to happen, but if that's the case the SN will be already in your intestine. Trust me, I heard how a friend of mine vomited 20 minutes after drinking the SN and still died.

You should maybe increase the SN amount to 18 grams or 20. What's your weight? Do you have a scale?

You could take the propanol 2 or 3 hours previous to the SN, but dunno.

I'm a young female, and i weigh around 150. i was thinking 15 g to reduce chances of throwing up. and yes i have a scale!

have a peaceful journey my friend


have you started fasting?

yeah but i ate a lot so im taking laxatives

 

[I’mDone]

yeah but i ate a lot so im taking laxatives

I'm not sure this is a good idea. The antiemetics will stop you vomiting but the laxatives might just make you lose your sn drink out of the other end.

 

[MsPotts]

I hope it goes well. And that it isnt painful. I do also suggest not taping your mouth. Sending love. And I hope you find what you're looking for. ❤

 

[x-Ace-x]

I wish you all the best sweetie, I'd also recommend numbing your taste buds with some mint or ice cubes, so the taste isn't so salty. You could also do the same after you ingested SN, just don't swallow, spit them out after they melted / took effect

If you don't mind asking, will you update us after SN ingestion?

 

[Brackenshire]

Wishing you peace..sending love friend

 

[justaspeck]

I'm not sure this is a good idea. The antiemetics will stop you vomiting but the laxatives might just make you lose your sn drink out of the other end.

surely once its in my system itll be lethal? I cant imagine it passing through without repercussion

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Please don't duct tape your mouth, if you vomit you will choke to death. If you DO vomit you'll want it out of you at the time.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Stan's guide gives guidance as to timing of meds. If you're used to taking gabapentin, you should already know how long it takes to kick in and what your tolerance is.

I suggest reading one of the SN success and failure threads that has anecdotal accounts gathered. 15 mg is not enough. You need to take enough to cause a sufficiently fatal level of methemoglobinemia. You may vomit even if you take less because it's the body's way of trying to expel a toxin, but if you take the recommended amount and vomit, the ctb will likely be successful as long as you aren't rescued within four hours.

 

[Donk]

you can also make an additional glass of SN in case you vomit.

 

[eksded]

If you are sure, really really sure, then godspeed. See you in the next world. Wish I knew you in this, we all have so much to give.

 

[Smudgedlines]

I'm a young female, and i weigh around 150. i was thinking 15 g to reduce chances of throwing up. and yes i have a scale!

yeah but i ate a lot so im taking laxatives

Is there anything we can do to help? Please don't do anything drastic unless you are absolutely sure.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I think you haven't spent enough time researching and planning the method to be confident or reasonably guarantee your success. If you fail, you're looking at hospitalization, physical recovery, and potential mental hospitalization. Again, recommending the success and failure threads, Stan's guide to SN, and the FAQ found in the Resources Compilation, which has links to the resources I mentioned.

 

[Jumper Geo]

I agree you should read and plan ctb after reading Stan's guide, using duct tape doesn't sound appealing to me either, Stan recommended you prepare two glasses in case you vomit, some people vomit and are still successful if you tape your mouth you may keep swallowing and with the excessive breathing panic and rip it off and vomit it all up.

 

[justaspeck]

Is there anything we can do to help? Please don't do anything drastic unless you are absolutely sure.

I think you haven't spent enough time researching and planning the method to be confident or reasonably guarantee your success. If you fail, you're looking at hospitalization, physical recovery, and potential mental hospitalization. Again, recommending the success and failure threads, Stan's guide to SN, and the FAQ found in the Resources Compilation, which has links to the resources I mentioned.

I've spent a couple weeks looking through all the SN info on this site, I don't know how much more prepared I could get. I'm just not sure about the timing of the additional meds thats all

really sad but not scared. just worried about timing of meds?

gabapentin, propanolol ibuprofen at some point

11 PM: 30 mg meto and 800 mg tagamet

Midnight: 15 g SN in ¼ cup water via straw
mouthwash

Duct tape mouth to try and limit noise/puking lol

yeah ok i realize duct tape would not be the move. I'm starting to get scared (and hungry!!) anyways this is the only feasible method i haven't tried. still planning on it but i hope it works

I think you haven't spent enough time researching and planning the method to be confident or reasonably guarantee your success. If you fail, you're looking at hospitalization, physical recovery, and potential mental hospitalization. Again, recommending the success and failure threads, Stan's guide to SN, and the FAQ found in the Resources Compilation, which has links to the resources I mentioned.

I've read every word! Over and over. I just see so many variations in peoples attempts its dizzying

Is there anything we can do to help? Please don't do anything drastic unless you are absolutely sure.

Im 99% sure my life is going nowhere, tired of holding out for that 1%. thank you though <3

 

[Jumper Geo]

I've spent a couple weeks looking through all the SN info on this site, I don't know how much more prepared I could get. I'm just not sure about the timing of the additional meds thats all

yeah ok i realize duct tape would not be the move. I'm starting to get scared (and hungry!!) anyways this is the only feasible method i haven't tried. still planning on it but i hope it works

I've read every word! Over and over. I just see so many variations in peoples attempts its dizzying

Im 99% sure my life is going nowhere, tired of holding out for that 1%. thank you though <3

Stan has a good guide but I also have this guide below which I will use. I hope it may come in useful.

Method:

Day 1 Medication and Dose
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide

Day 2 Medication and Dose
08:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
23:00hrs 1000mg of paracetamol
23:15hrs 3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
23:20hrs 20mg Diazepam
23:25hrs 100mg propranolol
23:30hrs Ranitidine X 4,75mg crushed pills
24:15hrs SN drink

 

[Rahra]

based on weight you need to be taking more... i think 15g is for underweight people 20g is for normal 25g for overweight people the recommended amount was 20g in the guides that i remember reading but idk its up to you its only 5g more than what youre already taking

 

[Jumper Geo]

based on weight you need to be taking more... i think 15g is for underweight people 20g is for normal 25g for overweight people the recommended amount was 20g in the guides that i remember reading but idk its up to you its only 5g more than what youre already taking

Here is a handy little guide someone posted.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-water-amount-lookup-table-v2.32241/

 

[Living sucks]

@justaspeck have you read this? I think it's important to know what to expect. If you prefer to not then don't read. I'm not a prolifer im trying to find my way out also.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/post-555285

 

[jgm63]

15g is a high dosage, and is *very* likely to be fatal (unless your bodyweight is very high), however a slightly higher amount might be advisable to be "completely sure".
100mg per kg is considered a potentially lethal dose.
So if you weighed 70kg, then 7g is potentially lethal and 14g would be very likely to be lethal.

To be even more certain we tend to suggest using higher amounts.

As @Jumper Geo wrote above, I have a table which some people find useful :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-water-amount-lookup-table-v2.32241/

Some other general notes I have :

RELIABILITY
If you follow the protocol (Stan's guide) closely, and have a certain amount of determination to undergo some discomfort without calling an ambulance, and provided you take precautions to not be found, then the likelihood of the method failing is very low.
Some members have vomited, but still been successful. In the cases where people vomited it doesn't appear they drank any more SN, yet they still appeared to succeed, although the recommendation is to have a couple of extra glasses ready, and to drink more in the event of vomiting. For cases where the method has failed (mostly due to the reasons stated), the recovery seems to be good, and there don't seem to be many reports of serious lasting damage.

PEACEFULNESS
I've read various accounts of people taking SN, from various sources.
The overall impression I get is that it is fairly peaceful.
I believe there will likely be some discomfort, but I don't believe the discomfort level is particularly high.
I have heard it described as being like a "bad hangover".
I believe people usually go unconscious after about 20 minutes.
Note : I have stated what I believe to be true and the impression I have obtained, based on things I have read and things that have been posted by others. I cannot give guarantees.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Do not duct tape your mouth. Just don't.

why not

If you do vomit you will choke to death

NOOOO !!!! I was planning on Duct Taping my mouth shut in case I vomit. I don't want to choke to death, but I don't want to puke everything up and fail.

 

[autumnal]

Only 15g SN? Laxatives? Taping the mouth?

You do come across as hasty and somewhat half-assing the process. It's definitely not the kind of thing you want to do in that fashion.

 

[jgm63]

NOOOO !!!! I was planning on Duct Taping my mouth shut in case I vomit. I don't want to choke to death, but I don't want to puke everything up and fail.

As stated above :

Some members have vomited, but still been successful. In the cases where people vomited it doesn't appear they drank any more SN, yet they still appeared to succeed, although the recommendation is to have a couple of extra glasses ready, and to drink more in the event of vomiting.

I suppose if you vomit immediately after drinking, then drinking more becomes a bit more important....

As many have said, duct tape is not recommended....