I am heavily considering taking the SN tonight. I believe it's time. I do not have anti emetic, but fuck it, I need to leave. I need to CTB. It's been too long. Way to fucking long. I last ate something 2 hours ago and I digest shit very quickly, so I'm considering taking it at midnight. I just took some Tylenol. I'm planning on taking lots of klonapin at 11:15ish and then taking 30g of sn at midnight. I am going to go for what could be my last walk right now to consider my decision further. But I truly feel I've had enough.
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ZardozOmega
Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
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oxymoron
Arcanist
- Jul 18, 2019
- 439
Dude. Don't risk it without the antiemetic. You don't want to end up worse than where you're. Get it, don't risk it.
FreedomInDeath
Ready to leave
- Jan 6, 2020
- 147
Do you think trying that much would gauge if you would vomit at the lethal dose? I honestly do not think it would. Seems like a waste of time.
Kinda just curious of the taste. I know that scaling reactions 60-fold is kind of futile
xBrialesana
Become Dust With Me, My Love.
- Dec 17, 2019
- 578
Holy shit that's already pretty salty
I only put .5 grams in like 30 ml of water and drank about 5 ml so like .0833 grams total. Not gonna do crazy shit tonight just morbid curiosity.Last edited:Honestly just feel a bit calm. Might have been from benzos I took earlier hahahah
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,726
FreedomInDeath
Ready to leave
- Jan 6, 2020
- 147
FreedomInDeath
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