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Sucka4life

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For weeks I was obsessively trying to obtain SN and now I have it I don't know whether to be happy or sad. I still have a lot of preparation to do but it's scary knowing that the end is almost here.
 

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black money boys

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holy, i just got off the thread where you said yours will arrive today, only to find this immediately posted xD

im glad you successfully (& hopefully safely) got your SN tho! i wish you the best
 
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Unlucky777

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Shit 200gs.

That's enough for like at least 8 people right? šŸ˜›
 
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Kazu Ha

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When it arrived and I held it in my hands for the first time, it felt so unreal.
It sounds strange, but finally having a way out somehow calmed me down. But don't rush anything. Take the time you need.

But I can understand you too. After all, you're holding poison in your hands. :ahhha:
I wish you the best.
 
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When it arrived and I held it in my hands for the first time, it felt so unreal.
It sounds strange, but finally having a way out somehow calmed me down. But don't rush anything. Take the time you need.

But I can understand you too. After all, you're holding poison in your hands. :ahhha:
I wish you the best.
Same feeling for me too. I was holding the bottle in my hands for some minutes and thought "wow this is strange..."
But it didn't really give me relief because I suffer too much. Having it at home can even give some stress because we should not have this product at home.
I bought a rope too (if I must do it impulsively) but doesn't give me relief neither. That said, it's always better to have a ready method instead of nothing.
 
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dalemar

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But don't rush anything. Take the time you need.
Came here to say the same thing.
And that I am happy you were able to get the product you purchased. If you use it or not is a different topic.
 
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ScaredtoTry

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I hope you find what you need to not have to use it but I'm also glad you are free to make your own choice
 
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rabbitjack

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Could someone please just point me in the right direction? I am looking all over the place
 
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Could someone please just point me in the right direction? I am looking all over the place

the source varies drastically depending on where you are, there really isnt a reliable global way to get it because 8/10 it will be seized by customs and you will have police knocking on your door. you must find a way to get it locally from a store that is sourcing it in your country. unless you live in the UAE, i cant help you.. you just need a little digging focusing more on the source being from your country, or you may be lucky to find one who has obtained it and also lives in your country to ask for help, otherwise you're on your own
 
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rabbitjack

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the source varies drastically depending on where you are, there really isnt a reliable global way to get it because 8/10 it will be seized by customs and you will have police knocking on your door. you must find a way to get it locally from a store that is sourcing it in your country. unless you live in the UAE, i cant help you.. you just need a little digging focusing more on the source being from your country, or you may be lucky to find one who has obtained it and also lives in your country to ask for help, otherwise you're on your own
why would the police knock on your door, because it's not an illegal substance per se? can't you just claim you got it as meat preservative?
 
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why would the police knock on your door, because it's not an illegal substance per se? can't you just claim you got it as meat preservative?

yes, welfare checks, especially in the west, where the substance is mostly used for ctb,
 
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Realog11

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For weeks I was obsessively trying to obtain SN and now I have it I don't know whether to be happy or sad. I still have a lot of preparation to do but it's scary knowing that the end is almost here.
My sn is arriving soon can't wait
 
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dorko

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Dec 26, 2025
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i will pick up mine on dec, 31st
1kg
drove 5 hours today and will drive 13 hours then to bring it home
maybe i wont need it anymore to ctb because i had a car accident (hope not, fingers crossed - dont want to harm others)
 
Sucka4life

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Dec 21, 2025
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i will pick up mine on dec, 31st
1kg
drove 5 hours today and will drive 13 hours then to bring it home
maybe i wont need it anymore to ctb because i had a car accident (hope not, fingers crossed - dont want to harm others)
Holy cow, that's a shit load of SN. Was that the smallest quantity available?
 
dorko

dorko

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Dec 26, 2025
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no, i think the smallest quantity of this producer is 500g
but maybe this would cause a nice sideeffect.

it i get found before i ctb and they find the SN they cant tell how much i took which makes it harder to guess the antidote
... or maybe not ... idk

other resellers minimum quantity is 25kg so i think im good with 1kg since i can legally import it to my country without any restrictions
 
SymphonyOfSuffering

SymphonyOfSuffering

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Nov 19, 2025
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the source varies drastically depending on where you are, there really isnt a reliable global way to get it because 8/10 it will be seized by customs and you will have police knocking on your door. you must find a way to get it locally from a store that is sourcing it in your country. unless you live in the UAE, i cant help you.. you just need a little digging focusing more on the source being from your country, or you may be lucky to find one who has obtained it and also lives in your country to ask for help, otherwise you're on your own
someone in the uae 0.0 never thought id see one here. cud u point me in the right direction pls also do they do like welfare checks here
 
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SymphonyOfSuffering

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Nov 19, 2025
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PM me i got you bro
Can't view the convo prolly cuz my account is still pretty new is the brand **** london tho that's the only one I've seen or are there like other harder to find sources
 
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Realog11

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Dec 4, 2025
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Can't view the convo prolly cuz my account is still pretty new is the brand **** london tho that's the only one I've seen or are there like other harder to find sources
I'm pretty sure you can see conversations now as I see it on your account
 
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Can't view the convo prolly cuz my account is still pretty new is the brand **** london tho that's the only one I've seen or are there like other harder to find sources

oh and i was wondering why you couldnt reply, lol and no thts not the brand i'll try shooting you a conversation to see if it works
 

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