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Carryline

Student
Oct 11, 2025
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Is it better to CTB home or in the hotel room? I would like to die home but at the same time I am affraid somebody can find me. I only can be alone for max 11 hours.
 
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weallhaveourghosts

Experienced
Mar 2, 2025
229
Is it better to CTB home or in the hotel room? I would like to die home but at the same time I am affraid somebody can find me. I only can be alone for max 11 hours.
11 hours should be plenty time for the SN to work barring anything unexpected happening.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
11 hours is a lot of time.
If you want to CTB in the comfy of your house, go for it, unless you wan't to avoid the family members to go through the process of finding your body.
If that's the case, the hotel room is a better option.
 
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BillyBob

Experienced
Jun 14, 2018
202
Probably better to do it in a hotel. Mainly because if you do it at home your parents will always remember that you died in your room and it will mean even worse feelings for them every time they go there.
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
I'm doing it at home
 
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peacecomingsoon

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Dec 28, 2025
67
I plan to do it in a hotel. Have already booked a smaller/independent (not a big chain) hotel for 1 night in about a week's time... The hotel I booked is also a fair bit away from my home in another city (I live with others) to avoid being found or rescued. I'd say 11 hours is more than enough and I similarly will only have 11-12 hours too. I'm also planning to leave a note on the room door, just before ctb, in small writing to call police if I don't answer the door at checkout time so that a cleaner won't come in and see my body.
 
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BillyBob

Experienced
Jun 14, 2018
202
I plan to do it in a hotel. Have already booked a smaller/independent (not a big chain) hotel for 1 night in about a week's time... The hotel I booked is also a fair bit away from my home in another city (I live with others) to avoid being found or rescued. I'd say 11 hours is more than enough and I similarly will only have 11-12 hours too. I'm also planning to leave a note on the room door, just before ctb, in small writing to call police if I don't answer the door at checkout time so that a cleaner won't come in and see my body.
Leaving a note on the door is a BAD idea as if someone walks past it they will notify the hotel of it and you will be found way to early and will increase the possibility of being found. If anything just leave a chair at the door inside the room with the note taped to it instead to warn them.
 
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peacecomingsoon

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Dec 28, 2025
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Leaving a note on the door is a BAD idea as if someone walks past it they will notify the hotel of it and you will be found way to early and will increase the possibility of being found. If anything just leave a chair at the door inside the room with the note taped to it instead to warn them.
I agree. This was a mistake in my original plan. I think either your idea of leaving a chair with note taped to it or a note outside the bathroom (if planning to stay and ctb in the bathroom) is a much better idea. There is also the possibility of sending a time-delayed email to hotel staff too as someone had suggested on the thread I recently posted. Thank you for correcting me/that.
 
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