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itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

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Jun 13, 2024
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Hi all,

Just an update for those in the UK who are worried to order from DSL..

My package has arrived today, tracking number suggests its still being sorted so unsure whats happening there.

The outer packaging has clearly been opened by customs as its been cut open from multiple places and taped back up.

The only thing that concerns me is that its a solid block? I was expecting more loose salt grains. Can anyone else who has ordered from DMC/DSL confirm if this is normal?

EDIT: I used the search bar and seems like other people have had solid blocks arrive too so I don't think its anything to worry about 😅


Hope this helps calm some nerves.

I will not be posting/DM'ing links to the website. There are enough hints on the forum already to find it.
 
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metfan647

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Jun 12, 2025
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Happy for you! I'm being an idiot by not ordering some whilst I have the chance but I'll be moving fairly soon and won't be able to transport/travel with it.
 
persepexa

persepexa

Specialist
Feb 7, 2025
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Hi all,

Just an update for those in the UK who are worried to order from DSL..

My package has arrived today, tracking number suggests its still being sorted so unsure whats happening there.

The outer packaging has clearly been opened by customs as its been cut open from multiple places and taped back up.

The only thing that concerns me is that its a solid block? I was expecting more loose salt grains. Can anyone else who has ordered from DMC/DSL confirm if this is normal?

EDIT: I used the search bar and seems like other people have had solid blocks arrive too so I don't think its anything to worry about 😅


Hope this helps calm some nerves.

I will not be posting/DM'ing links to the website. There are enough hints on the forum already to find it.
Happy for you! I ordered mine the other day and it still hasn't left Ukraine so fingers crossed I'm as lucky as you are.
 
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Box

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Mar 5, 2025
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The only thing that concerns me is that its a solid block? I was expecting more loose salt grains. Can anyone else who has ordered from DMC/DSL confirm if this is normal?
happy for you and yes, this is normal
 
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persepexa

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Feb 7, 2025
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So it's been a few days since you received your order. Has there been any contact from the police? I ordered last week and I'm so nervous.
 
persepexa

persepexa

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Mine arrived unopened. I haven't opened it yet but it doesn't feel like a solid block. Idk haha I'm so nervous even having it.
 
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aiutughghfhgh thanks for this. i am dying of worry over getting a welfare check omggggg
 
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thelostautistic

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I want to order but I'm so scared of getting a welfare check😭
 
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EmptyBottle

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The outer packaging has clearly been opened by customs as its been cut open from multiple places and taped back up.
its a solid block
Hmmm... maybe that was why it was inspected at Customs... I watched a Border Force show and they X-Ray packages for drugs and similar. Because SN might look like drugs from an X-Ray (and drug smugglers can be quite creative), they'd probably have to open and test (so the amount received could be sliiightly less, but not significantly less).
 
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dragon.//

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Found this site expecting a community to help people find sources but instead im figuring out a puzzle to find the sources, this shit is pathetic lol
 
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Found this site expecting a community to help people find sources but instead im figuring out a puzzle to find the sources, this shit is pathetic lol
yes, the "puzzle" aspect is there to prevent killing sources and reduce the amount of welfare checks.

When DMC was closed, welfare checks were issued based off the order lists iirc (tho sources being killed by public sharing, being found on a deceased person's PC, or by being DM'd to the wrong person... has even occured in alt.suicide.holiday over 2 decades ago)
 
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dragon.//

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yes, the "puzzle" aspect is there to prevent killing sources and reduce the amount of welfare checks.

When DMC was closed, welfare checks were issued based off the order lists iirc (tho sources being killed by public sharing, being found on a deceased person's PC, or by being DM'd to the wrong person... has even occured in alt.suicide.holiday over 2 decades ago)
i understand, sorry for being rude i was mad
 
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EmptyBottle

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i understand, sorry for being rude i was mad
dw, I can understand... I was also envious of those who bought N (before scams became more common) back in the days of "N from D" (2021 or so)... before I even got an account... and I had no idea where N could be bought, nor how to get $$ to get it.
 
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dragon.//

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dw, I can understand... I was also envious of those who bought N (before scams became more common) back in the days of "N from D" (2021 or so)... before I even got an account... and I had no idea where N could be bought, nor how to get $$ to get it.
i wish i had found this site so much earlier, its so frustrating that every good source gets taken down at some point. Though i think i have a source thats legit, since a person named "Realog" ordered from it and he supposedly died. He hasnt been online ever since interacting on his thread about taking sn
 
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EmptyBottle

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i wish i had found this site so much earlier, its so frustrating that every good source gets taken down at some point. Though i think i have a source thats legit, since a person named "Realog" ordered from it and he supposedly died. He hasnt been online ever since interacting on his thread about taking sn
mmm. And the methods that don't require purchasing sources are more complex too, I failed an attempt coz I forgot some steps (tho I probably won't try again).
 
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dragon.//

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Nov 5, 2025
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Very relatable, i tried hanging but not being able to breathe is terrifying
 
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EmptyBottle

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Very relatable, i tried hanging but not being able to breathe is terrifying
I tried night night (with a sock instead of ratchet or tape), it didn't seem to have much effect coz the compression wasn't focused or smth and I stopped after a few mins.
 
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dragon.//

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I tried night night (with a sock instead of ratchet or tape), it didn't seem to have much effect coz the compression wasn't focused or smth and I stopped after a few mins.
hopefully you are successful in whatever you choose to do
 
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