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CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
It feels unreal knowing I have it now, didn't think it'd arrive this quickly. It's a weird feeling because unlike partial suspension which was my go to method previously, I just know there's really no turning back once I take it. I was never able to push through with partial. I tried to get it right many times. SN just feels far more serious to me and I like that. I hope my ride goes smoothly when it comes.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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At least you have a way out of this life, you can exit at a time of your own choosing. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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forgotten15

forgotten15

Specialist
Aug 24, 2021
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You are so lucky! I hope you find peace. Partial suspension is my go to because I don't have any other options ( like sn/n), but like you said, it's a difficult method to go through with.
 
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CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
You are so lucky! I hope you find peace. Partial suspension is my go to because I don't have any other options ( like sn/n), but like you said, it's a difficult method to go through with.
thank you. I'm sorry to hear you can't get sn/n :( i hope you find peace as well.
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
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I also felt excited when my SN arrived. Make sure to carry out a blood test so you are 100% sure it is what you hope it to be. I tried to do partial suspension but it turned out to be harder than I expected. Couldn't find the sweet spot so every attempt was a failure. SN seems like a much easier method.
 
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CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
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I also felt excited when my SN arrived. Make sure to carry out a blood test so you are 100% sure it is what you hope it to be. I tried to do partial suspension but it turned out to be harder than I expected. Couldn't find the sweet spot so every attempt was a failure. SN seems like a much easier method.
i will when i have the energy to do so.
 

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