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Withered

Withered

Member
Apr 9, 2025
89
When it got here, I just stared at the bottle for at least 5 minutes reliving everything that got me to this point. I used to be one of the best physicists in America at one of the best research institutes in the world, and now this little bottle is my best avenue in life (or in death, I suppose). It's haunting how little it takes to ruin a life.

But after those 5 minutes passed, I felt happy for the first time in a very, very long time, which just made me more sure that this bottle is my answer. I'll be researching and developing an itinerary today for the day during which I CTB, so any advice in preparations/procedures is appreciated.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Wizard
Apr 21, 2025
677
Can I ask if this was DMC, or are they dead in the water? There is to much info on them here. Need a flow chart. lol
 
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nyctophilia

Member
Apr 22, 2025
37
I don't have any advive, but I hope it goes well for you
 
catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
204
happy for you, friend! it is a great relief to have the option indeed. :)

no advice aside from take a look at this thread, if you haven't already:
 
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Kadaver

Kadaver

Maybe death is like falling asleep
Aug 11, 2023
158
Can I ask if this was DMC, or are they dead in the water? There is to much info on them here. Need a flow chart. lol
Dmc runs a WhatsApp and telegram shop now. They stopped making sites cause they kept getting taken down
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Wizard
Apr 21, 2025
677
Dmc runs a WhatsApp and telegram shop now. They stopped making sites cause they kept getting taken down
Ok Thank you. We will get there eventually.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,756
Can I ask if this was DMC, or are they dead in the water? There is to much info on them here. Need a flow chart. lol
DMC still exists, just a new website as I understand the story.🤗🌹💔
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Wizard
Apr 21, 2025
677
DMC still exists, just a new website as I understand the story.🤗🌹💔
Im quite stuck on that one, but Ive decided to work on buying in the US, and defeat customs.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,645
I wish you the best in plans.
 

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