Ok so I have some SN and I have a lot of benzos (which I will need a hefty dose of due to my unfortunate ridiculously high tolerance of benzos) but I have probably got one shot at this and I need this to work. But I'm seeing a lot of mixed messages about this and I understand why....the ones who were successful with this can't really help with the best advice on how exactly it worked for obvious reasons....
I'd much rather have access to a gun or a nice big dose of H, but I just don't...and I have considered just trying my luck with finding a plug in the cities, but I don't know where to even begin to look and with my luck I would probably F that up and get busted or freaking raped or something else would go wrong...I've tried mixing opiates and benzos and no go. I'm in my 40 's and am 100% sure that I am done and I need to do this and not screw it up , I am alone in this and it needs to stay that way. But I live with family and they are up my ass about getting help and I can't hold them off for much longer before they are going to intervene...I need to do this asap but I have no more failed attempts..and I thought this SN thing was the answer, but now these different posts have me freaking out. So if anyone can give me some solid advice on what to do regarding protocol or he'll if I could catch a break and just find some H.... seriously please ... I can't wait and I can't be on this forum much either. Clock is ticking...anyone please
I'd much rather have access to a gun or a nice big dose of H, but I just don't...and I have considered just trying my luck with finding a plug in the cities, but I don't know where to even begin to look and with my luck I would probably F that up and get busted or freaking raped or something else would go wrong...I've tried mixing opiates and benzos and no go. I'm in my 40 's and am 100% sure that I am done and I need to do this and not screw it up , I am alone in this and it needs to stay that way. But I live with family and they are up my ass about getting help and I can't hold them off for much longer before they are going to intervene...I need to do this asap but I have no more failed attempts..and I thought this SN thing was the answer, but now these different posts have me freaking out. So if anyone can give me some solid advice on what to do regarding protocol or he'll if I could catch a break and just find some H.... seriously please ... I can't wait and I can't be on this forum much either. Clock is ticking...anyone please
