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he1terskelter

he1terskelter

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Oct 15, 2025
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Are benzos important for peaceful death?
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
They help a bit.
Personally, if I hadn't access to benzos (thankfully I have a very big stock), I would ""replace"" them with some OTC muscle relaxers.
 
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Kazu Ha

Kazu Ha

Weird, lonely German Guy
Jul 26, 2025
71
If you want things to be more peaceful, it will definitely help.
So if you can get your hands on it somehow, it wouldn't be a bad thing.

But it's not necessary. The most important thing is the SN itself, and meto, I would say.
 
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he1terskelter

he1terskelter

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Oct 15, 2025
32
If you want things to be more peaceful, it will definitely help.
So if you can get your hands on it somehow, it wouldn't be a bad thing.

But it's not necessary. The most important thing is the SN itself, and meto, I would say.
But i saw one chinese guy having horrible death that scared me 😭
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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But i saw one chinese guy having horrible death that scared me 😭
Same thing, the Chinese videos made me rethink the method radically... I could see them choking before they lose consciousness.
 
he1terskelter

he1terskelter

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Oct 15, 2025
32
Same thing, the Chinese videos made me rethink the method radically... I could see them choking before they lose consciousness.
What should i do??
 
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Kazu Ha

Kazu Ha

Weird, lonely German Guy
Jul 26, 2025
71
But i saw one chinese guy having horrible death that scared me 😭
I've heard about the Chinese videos, but the question I always ask myself is:

Did they really follow the protocol, or are they using a different one?
Maybe it looks terrible on video, but you don't feel it that way yourself?

I'm still a little unsure myself tbh...
In the end, I think every method will involve some suffering. It's sad.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
From what I could see, the chinese were using the double of SN, and many of them didn't take AE or benzos.
 
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proze

Member
Nov 19, 2025
5
I have a very very high tolerance to benzo since ive been on ativan and xanax and other since age 13, i'm scared even a high dose wont make me unconscious, i have antipsychotic, seroquel and loxapine that can really put me to sleep, do you think taking a antipsychotic instead of a benzo will affect the SN exit ?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Mage
Nov 12, 2025
501
They help a bit.
Personally, if I hadn't access to benzos (thankfully I have a very big stock), I would ""replace"" them with some OTC muscle relaxers.
Such as? What otc muscle relaxers are you referring to?
 
he1terskelter

he1terskelter

Member
Oct 15, 2025
32
I have a very very high tolerance to benzo since ive been on ativan and xanax and other since age 13, i'm scared even a high dose wont make me unconscious, i have antipsychotic, seroquel and loxapine that can really put me to sleep, do you think taking a antipsychotic instead of a benzo will affect the SN exit ?
Idkk for example i get very sleepy bc of olanzapine maybe like 100mg will knock me out 😭😭
 

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