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existentiallinguine

existentiallinguine

female Rust Cohle
Feb 10, 2026
16
Hi everybody! I've made the decision to take my life with SN in the upcoming weeks, basically as soon as I can get my hands on the stuff, but I've got a couple of questions first.

  1. So, following one of the guides on the website, benzodiazepines are recommended to dull the anxiety and unpleasantness, while I may be able to get access to them, considering I was on Klonopin as a teen and some might be at my parents still, it's ancient. That said, I have immediate access to THC. I'm curious if that's a half decent substitution for anxiety relief.
  2. Secondly, the guide has advice for a regular and large sized person. I'm incredibly small. I'm 4'11 and around 115 pounds. I'm curious if I would have to change the dosage in any way.
  3. Third, I've found a supplier, but I'm worried about it being illegitimate and don't want to wind up scammed. If anyone can give me advice on how to tell if someone is a reliable seller, so I'm not throwing my money away, please let me know.

Sorry if any of these questions are stupid. It's really important to me that I get this right.

Thank you so much for your help.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Mage
Nov 12, 2025
586
IMG 6154
That answers question #2, hopefully someone who knows can answer questions 1 & 3.
 
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