I've decided that since one day I'll die, probably by ctb, I might as well live until that point. No filters, no hesitation. I have a very extensive bucket list full of stuff that I've wanted to do for years and that I hope I can achieve before this year is over.
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nitrogenous
Just wanna break free of all suffering
- Dec 26, 2025
- 82
Good on you mate, happy for you! I think that's honestly a really good thinking, to live to your fullest till the end. I definitely agree with that, although I struggle with applying that in real life. Perhaps, I should also start looking into making a 2026 bucket list or bingo too!Along the way you might find that you can pick up some skills that allow you to manage life better as well.
apooka
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- Dec 28, 2025
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braziliansuicidegirl
Member
- Nov 9, 2020
- 37
I totally get you. I've been living like this for a few years now. I've accepted that one day I'm going to kill myself, but I can still have small good moments to enjoy until then. Over the past few years, I've tried to do as many things as I've always wanted (didn't do more because money is a real issue), but I went to concerts I'd always dreamed of, took short trips, watched the sun rise and set, did a bunch of things I'd never done before, just to feel like I'm actually living.
It helped me a lot. When I joined this forum back in 2020, I was sure I was going to die that same year, but I'm still here. And I can honestly say I've had some good moments over the last few years, even though most days still kinda suck. I know I'm going to die, so I want to live as much as I can until then. The only reason I don't live more is because I don't have money for more trips and cool stuff. Just go all in and live.
mimimisaki
Member
- Dec 16, 2025
- 41
I think that's a great mindset to have! People do say you should live each day like it's your last.
Good luck, I think it's wonderful that you'll be spending your time doing things that are actually worth it, instead of just wasting it away.
