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offtoseethewizard

offtoseethewizard

Student
Aug 19, 2023
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I often feel like it would be so easy for me to just swig SN when I wake up, because when I wake up I'm already wanting to go back to sleep. And the pain of my illness makes waking up so painful.

As the day goes on the SI gets higher and higher, making it so much harder conceptually to fathom.

Anyone else feel like this?
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
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I think it would be easiest when you're wasted on alcohol or deluded by some other kind of hard drug. I couldn't imagine doing it sober.
 
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